back to the past
 
Speaking of back to the desperate past is the most talked about regret. Regret that affect whether someone did for himself or for others and hope the time will be able to change it. As well, I like many others I was also having a bit of a lot of regrets in the past and I think most first regret I change if I could go back in time is a period where I was sitting injunior high school.

After graduating elementary school every people want to go to a favorite school I was no exception. And to say many thanks I got into school in the many favorites that many people want. At that time I had promised myself I would be a seven-day fasting as a sense my gratitude to god. But it's a shame I just forget that promise. The promise is a promise to God that we should really keep it just if we warns God will direct us either through us or through a loved one. And it came to me. Forget my promise because I feel it does not happy to go to school  I get a friend that I hate to even now get many problems school and one more thing I have ever once experienced something so embarrassing at school. Until I graduated from junior high school did I not realize that all the things that are not biased happy it happened to me because my promise to god that I keep it just yet until one day a theme told me "if we have a promise to God and we are not sure we will get is not i do misadventures the place was "heard words that I immediately thought of the events that ever happened to me in the past starting from the day that I promised myself to not carelessly give promise in god because god will be angry about it.


But if time does allow me to go back in time I regret not just want to change course, but I also want to once again go back in time where I felt very happy at a time when I really want time to stop. As in the past that I lead my senior high school with a full smile. God does not will never give us a chance for us to go back to the past but God always gives us the opportunity to learn from the past

I'm a dreamer

I really really really was a dreamer. I always dreamed that maybe I should be there, maybe I used to be the center of attention and there are many more possibilities that I think might be in the future. But it is useful if it was all just a dream, a dream that some people think "ah come on", "I think it's not possible".

Many were eager to I blindly crossed my mind to be like this as it is, it wants to see this, see that want it, ah it is very unstable. I know I'm not yet mature and wise enough to really know what I should do to be good for me and around me. But is  a normal person knows what he really likes and wants? But is  this world there exceptions? And fortunately I was not included in the exception. Since childhood my expectations is becoming a successful entrepreneur who likes to write and can people read his writings and inspire many people. I write a lot of my other desires, desires with the utmost confidence that it will all be facts, not just opinions of a small child who whim to write a diary. But really a lot of time showing me the many other dreams in this world even so far that dream has also been tapped to my eternal life later. This adult specific Korean fever or "Hallyu Wave" sweeping the world. Unfortunately the virus have also been landed and settled in my brain. Do not understand the language is not an obstacle I thought. Ranging from dramas, movies, until boyband and girlband who always took me to see them and to stare towards the corner "I really like it," I have to meet them one but mandatory ". I really want a happy life does not matter in the world and in the hereafter. "I want to live with love, not with a dream that will never be real and able to love and deserve to be loved"

  Increased full list of my dream list.

But what I'm still here still "stuck in the moment" nothing I do to make that dream so the fact only occasionally flashed spirit and it just spinning in my mind a. Never shed, I never give yourself. Through life with a flat until it begins to set memory dream. Hey, if you like it you're just going to be a dreamer who just "famous" in your mind own and there will be no one who would appreciate it.

It is true if you want to change should really come from your thoughts, from your heart, no matter what people say, it's as good as any motivation, it will not really touch the heart of all it will not be able to penetrateyour mind with myriad ideas into the wall. I'm just afraid of a later period I not only could not realize my dream, but to simply add to the list of my dream I could not or worse still I was really scared to just imagine it anymore. At this time maybe I would not really expect me to allow time where my back backwards is a great dreamer. Will time be willing to give me a chance

Only one that I want from YOU, O God, my God most I love  stay with me and still makes me optimistic

Bandar Lampung 03 September 2014 9:57 PM I'm a dreamer